Saturday, April 09, 2005

ARGH! Long Pause.....

I shall start off with an apology for my tardiness in updating this thing. So, I am quite sincerely sorry if I've been a disappointment to your idle eyes. But, do not dispair for I have much to say in the course of the next few blog entries.

Basic run through - got through with finals the week before spring break and hated everyone and everything when I was finished; it was one hell of a week - had pizza at California Pizza Kitchen - relatively different and interesting - mushrooms and peking duck....; drove to grandparent's walled community home in Orange County relatively fast with Tenoch and Riaz; stayed with grandparents and visited relatives for a very slow week; hair cut; finished East of Eden; wrote scathing cathartic letter; saw regular TV; slept; ate too much; grandma thinks I'm too skinny - always will; went to a nice art museum with cousin and her boyfriend - Gettys; went to beach and was cold; drove home through the rain; enjoyed the California Valley along the FIVE; confused about classes for a week; signed up and attended 25 hours of class the first week; working 10 hrs a week; planned for ASES summit; hosted ASES summit; had Chinese delegate live with me for over a week; went crazy with work from ASES; planned and did lots of work; have lots of essays to write;......paused for a breath......; saw Closer; growing farther away from people; confronted and negotiated; still in a limbo-ish state; no time to think more; think lost a friend - not sure; went to Stanford Community Day; met cool grad student here from Cornell; entered a mausolem; saw big cacti; saw and jumped and got excited about big and beautiful banana peel; need to write two essays by Tues; need to fill out applications; need to sleep; ....need to enjoy life

....need to chill out; need to relax; need to quit thinking too much; need to stop being too "intense"; need to pick draw group; need to be happy; need to be involved; need to be more focused; need to be smarter; need to exercise; need to give advice and comfort people; need to be comforted.....

< << sighs >> >

why? ......

need to stop over-analyzing and making long "need" list.

So, there you have it. (it wasn't that bad) I'll muse on specific events on following posts.

2 Comments:

Blogger Em said...

and you are telling me that by doing everything you wrote in that list you cant see how you're too 'intense'???

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